(A response evoked by an excerpt of Eunice De Souza’s poem of the same name)
At sixteen, the senior boy I
loved, touched me down there
and said, this is what boyfriends
do, this is what love feels like –
uncomfortable.
At eighteen, when I fell in love
again, the boy asked me if his
touch was comfortable. Ashamed,
at feeling what I should not,
I just nodded.
When his mouth tasted my
uncleanliness, I reminded him, but
this is where I pee from.
At eighteen, he was only
three years older,
smiling, and teaching me how
I have been peeing wrong
all my life.
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